weight loss and other things

I've lost 10 lbs. Its not much but a start I am sad right now and I am writing this instead of going into the kitchen to start a marathon cooking and eating session.

Brian bought his motorcycle Saturday. I foolishly thought that things would be different once he had it. But they aren't he is still thinking about the bike 100% of the time. The kids and I, especially me, are being neglected. I hope it is because he is preoccupied with the bike. I hope its nothing else. I have to think other things are going on because what couple goes 4 months?

I can't think that it will eat me up. He is just tired from working at night but he has worked nights for 8 years.

Maybe I will just give up