I'm not feeling much love in this house. He says it is because I'm fat.

crap crap

I am such a loser. I am going to have to quit school. I can't work at 18 hours a week and the only job I am even remotely close to getting is 45 minutes away. And hour and a half in the damn car. We will have to have a second car. I won't have time to keep up with my classes and the new job won't qualify for my internship. I don't need the degree to work there so why finish it?

I hate my life.