Saturday August 26, 2006

SO we went out for our anniversary last night. We went to Red Lobster. I have stopped using oils butters and salts in our home cooking. So everything tasted good. But really messed up our stomachs.

I had a seminar on education law today 8am to 6 pm with a working lunch. I am tired.

I have free tickets to a baseball game tomorrow. I do not want to go. I think I am going forget about it. take the kids to the park or something. THe seats are upper level and its Bark in the park which means people will be there with their dogs and I dont trust corey enough to not get bitten by a dog.

UGH

August 24, 2006

Today is my 15th anniversary. Tomorrow night we are going out and the kids are SPENDING the whole night at grandmas!

In the last 6 years I have not had a night where I wasnt responsible for at least 1 kid.

Nancy

August 22, 2006

my life is so boring I have nothing to say.

I cant wait till my transfer. I hate driving 1 hour each way to work. 10 minutes will be nice.

Nancy

Saturday August 19,2006

So this week has been life altering. Corey's diagnosis on last Saturday. We went to our first autism support group meeting on Thursday. That was nice except this one lady and her mom talked continuosly during the guest speaker. My MIL broke her wrist yesterday and will have to have surgery to repair it. My 15 year anniversary is Thursday and I have a disablities seminar on Saturday. The kids are supposed to be spending the night at grandmas Friday night. I guess we are on a wait and see now. Oh I got some good news on the job front. I will be moving to a branch closer to home. So I wont be driving 2 hours a day and my schedule will be more flexible for schools and I wont be in management.

I have decided to take up a habit. I cant decide what it is going to be yet. I thought about excercise or sewing I have a treadmill, freeweights and resistance machine. And I have a sewing machine and a desire to learn that.

I had a migraine all week too I have never had a migraine before but It had to be a migraine or someone was actually stabbing an icepick in my head.

I need to start my diet again. I have gained back 4 of the 10 lbs I lost.

My son Corey

Today Corey was official diagnosised with High functioning Autism. I expected to hear this news but it still was hard to hear a professional tell me that I was correct, my son isnt alright. He is more than just a little developmentally delayed. She said he is at the very top for high functioning. He is communicative. I am happy to have the diagnosis. At least we know what he is dealing with, but I am so sad for him. She said it will be hardest on us his family rather than him. Cause he doesnt know he has autism. She asked me if I did anything just for myself that doesnt involve any of the kids. Brian quickly told her No that I dont. He is right If I am not at work I am with the kids. I dont feel right leaving him with anyone else. He is so much work. Maybe they wont know all the signs that mean things to corey like he has to go to the bathroom or how fast he can run when he gets outside. Forget letting him spend the night somewhere He doesnt sleep. I cant let him go to someone elses house knowing that they are in for a completely sleepness night. What if they think he is asleep and he gets up and leaves?
1 in 166 kids have autism. Corey's twin, Kyle, had Hirschprungs 1 in 5000 are diagnosised with this. Why cant I have odds like this in the lottery?

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